Ms. Hyde
Christopher Ku
Time
As I sit here, pondering about what to write, or how to start, a million things have went through my mind, but none to really speak of myself since everything I’ve been through has transformed me into whom I am today. Sure, they’ll be a big event or ‘turning point’ to what a person can admit reality has set forth them however, I may be hypocritical in stating how reality has kicked in. To me, it’s not an event, but rather a quote and only one quote seems to actually stick with me as far as I can possibly think of. That memorable quote was stated by my sophomore year summer school shop teacher Mr. Lazar, once said was ‘’Time is your worst enemy’’. Being that said, I think that it’s quite true. Time has always been there for us. Time to me, is just a deadline in life. Sooner or later, ‘’Time’s up’’. At that moment, I thought that it wasn’t true until I realize that time is a factor that we cannot control. If we were to control it, then we’d just play the role of God. In the sense of how it changed my perspective, I realized that I had to fight against time. It’s never going to be on my side.
Realizing how it’s against me, I could never really have a plan. As each second ticks, it’s only another victory for time itself. My only option is to plan ahead of time. Play the game that there’s no controller to. Just recently in the beginning of junior year, did I realize that I had to plan my next step. To me, that next step was only to plan the course of my next five years. Of course an average person would just say that it’s an absurd thing to do and to just worry about what you have now. Usually most people would agree with that average ‘Joe’ but, I believe that we should plan our next step because if we can’t control our future, then it serves no purpose. ‘Planning’ ahead of time allow us to have minor control over time, because we can’t go wrong with meeting the ‘deadline’ if we planned ahead, yes?
Throughout my life after eighth grade, I started to plan ahead of time socially however, those never turned out well. After all those moments of failed attempts, I thought about planning my life academically. Though my life isn’t consisted of ‘achievements’, I can’t help but to just gather up my scraps of failures and to make something of it. In life, the only person you can really worry about is just yourself. Everyone else around you won’t stand there forever. The only problem which we all have is that we always depend on someone else. No matter how big or small the favor is we feel the need to have someone there. It only foreshadows our weakness in the future. How much longer do we need to be held by the hand and treated like infants? When would most of our society realize that we shouldn’t worry about others but ourselves? I know it may sound greedy but truth is, if we don’t isolate ourselves from others we won’t advance with finding ourselves. Being unique is what really counts but, when people have role models it’s not who they are anymore. They become someone else who’s lived their life and had their share. Basically they’re just conformists trying to adapt into society. That’s where time is wasted amongst.
Every single moment of our life, time’s just adding another tally to ‘his’ wall. A fraction of time is all it takes to change something. It’s like an Olympic silver medalist who was a fraction of a second away from achieving that gold medal. Therefore the littlest things in life do have more meaning than the big things at least that’s how I perceive things. Now I just have to ‘plan’ for college, because it can alter my life’s outcome due to time’s game. It’ll be a victory that I’ll obtain.